Category Archives: Choices

Tidying up (final draft)

Final edit 4-17-18. clarifications, word usage, and grammar Closing doors is difficult. So is opening new ones. I offer this as parting words for those of you who occasionally read this blog. Since my blogging began, it has been an … Continue reading

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At the end

We stand at the end of the relationship, apart and barely speaking. I wish I could sum it all up, and have been re-reading all my journaling in an attempt to remember accurately, but probably more honestly, to feel each … Continue reading

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Being Alone

Written Jan 2018, but started in August or therabouts A strange piece that hit my journal this winter. Seems out of place, pridefully foolish and out of balance now. More than a bit prophetic. Still, as a study in personal … Continue reading

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Crossroads

Sometime in the last year, I wrote this down. I don’t know when it was or what I was pondering. I really enjoyed finding it and thinking about it again, fresh. It reminds me that my choices led me here, … Continue reading

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More

More days just like today. More friends like the handful I keep close, and the score I keep a bit farther out. More time to spend in these pursuits that have earned my time. More returns, deserved or not. More … Continue reading

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Spiders

The day spiders came crawling out of my veins, a processional forming ranks that spelled words and phrases in a pulsing mass of instinct and venom and senses beyond sight. That day I decided to be born into the world, … Continue reading

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